For just once, just ONCE in my damn life can someone stop me from walking away? For just once, can someone who claims all these different emotions towards me not hesitate so often in showing it? Is it so much to ask for to have someone just stand by me instead of making my days go straight to hell due to some stupid ass fucked up emotion they have and become pissy. I’m kinda over relationships like this. Over the constant idea of how much people care and people “love” me when all they do is ware me out. It’s gotten old, and I’m really thinking relationships are out the picture for me for a very long time. I don’t need someone to make me happy and I damn sure don’t need negativity in my life when I’m doing whatever I can to make sure YOU realize I’m here to stay and I’m doing this for “us” or whatever the hell you wanna call it now. Ive asked nicely to be patient. I’ve asked nicely to resolve situations. I’ve even asked nicely for you to just once understand that it’ll be hard and you’ll be hurt as will I but it’ll pay off in the long run. I cant teach someone who doesn’t want to learn and I can’t better someone who doesn’t want to better themselves. I can only continue on for so long until I tell myself I can’t do anything else, and move forward. I’ve asked you so many times to move forward with me, but I guess you won’t. I’m not mad, but I am hurt. It’s life, and I have to keep moving forward. From now on, I will only try when others do. I don’t have time to save others anymore.

Fin.