I think I’ve reached the stage in life I’ve been praying one day to wake up in cold sweat and just thinking to myself “what the hell was I thinking? These are just people helping pass time.” As harsh as I’m about to sound, reality kicked in and at this point I’m not afraid to hurt someone’s feels with the truth. There’s a lot of people in the past few days I stopped speaking too. They’ve gone out of their way to speak to me, be involved in what I’m doing but here’s the truth. We’re not on the same page, let alone the same level. I want to make something of myself, you think everyday is a damn party. There’s more to life than your entire surroundings. Notice the biggest groups fall apart the quickest and the people you use to wake up every morning wishing you were them are the lowest people in life today. As rude and harsh and fucked up as all this might sound, it’s life. All these people I call “friends” are nothing but helping me pass time when I have free time. Of course there’s those who I keep close but those people are considered family to me. See the difference? Honestly I’m glad this came now. I truly don’t care how big of a bitch I sound and how big of a bitch I’ll be. I’m blunt and straight up and you can take it or leave it. I ain’t got time for bottling bullshit up. You wanna know how it is, I just stated it. If you ain’t someone I’ve kept around or someone I’ve been fucking with lately, consider yourself outro on my life. Ain’t got no time for games and lames. I’m on my real shit, period.